Rambling, and a WIW
I know I haven’t exactly been keeping up with this blog or with my fitness at all. I always told myself that if my clothes started fitting a bit snugly that that is when I would reevaluate. WELL, here I am reevaluating. I don’t wanna buy new pants, ya know? :)
Since I clearly don’t know how to have a normal relationship with food yet (something still isn’t there in my brain), I have gone back to calorie counting on Lose It. The months that I didn’t do it were really really great, but not so great for my belly. I know how to calorie count and I know that it works for me. I’ve made my goals a little bit slower though, so I can ease back into this whole thing.
I set a mini goal for myself to work out at least twice a week. It’s definitely not much compared to how I used to be, but I want to see if I can find a good balance between health and my other hobbies. The way it was before was all health all the time, and I think I can make this work more long term if I am not so all-or-nothing.
So I did a Jillian session last night, and it sucked and I couldn’t lift my arms to shampoo my hair afterwards. But clearly I lived and it’ll get easier. I haven’t fallen all the way back yet.
I can’t promise that I will be posting regularly, but I am going to try to check in. And if I can manage weigh-ins again, that would be cool too.
Previous weight: low 140s.